LIfe cycle as an auditor (big 4) always have those peak, super peak, then those training and lazy time to hang around. It's good to travel out of office to see different people, but when the times come to wrap up everything. you'll be stuck in your cubicle desperately trying to catch up deadline.
Here, i'm back again at the same work cycle. But worse. Dah habis local area, seconded, follow up, assigned yg baru lagi local area.
Blog ni dibuat dengan alasan utamanya nak cerita pasal motor2 dan perjalanan2 yg pernah kutempuh. Entah bila nak start..wrong timing.
Tuesday 7 June 2011
"Membina kehidupan akhirat"
I've just came back from usual 3 days khuruj..just similar to any other 3 days i spent in masjid/surau. While i'm still trying to understand what is required or expected from me, going out this time give me some important thought to consider..it is:
"membina kehidupan akhirat"
while all these while, i was always told that the purpose of going out is to amend yourself, or "islah diri"..then after all these years..i think i'm not being islah yet. and in my opinion, so those others who find themselves are not changed at all, except for those appearance..yes, it is impossible to amend your characteristics or bad habits.
but the new purpose - building your life in hereafter..it is impossible to compare the results, or seems you cannot asses it at all, unless you are already in the grave..thus it give me the passion that i will always try to achieve..and endless effort, till death arrives and shows me is it a rest for me, or the beginning of bad results..
so, every second counts..because i'm already building a place in hereafter, or demolishing it, bit by bit until nothing left..
"membina kehidupan akhirat"
while all these while, i was always told that the purpose of going out is to amend yourself, or "islah diri"..then after all these years..i think i'm not being islah yet. and in my opinion, so those others who find themselves are not changed at all, except for those appearance..yes, it is impossible to amend your characteristics or bad habits.
but the new purpose - building your life in hereafter..it is impossible to compare the results, or seems you cannot asses it at all, unless you are already in the grave..thus it give me the passion that i will always try to achieve..and endless effort, till death arrives and shows me is it a rest for me, or the beginning of bad results..
so, every second counts..because i'm already building a place in hereafter, or demolishing it, bit by bit until nothing left..
Restarted again..
I've read many people's blog, and i thought it is quite interesting and sometime amusing to see how people express their ideas and share their feelings. Well, my first jump on the blogs is for information only, then, when i have something to shout, or express something to the wall, friendster comes as a good idea, later changing the trend to facebook.
But facebook is becoming too crowded, with too many people doing comments unnoticed, sometimes exaggerated, not to add privacy problems...so i'm reverting to blog at last. once posted, it will stay there, n easy for reference too. i don't think it's my style to share everything on the open space (although it depends on how people find you on the net), but a collection of my thinking, at a certain time, at a certain condition during my life, is a good idea to recollect things later. Yeah..human is always forgetful, rather to keep diaries in physical form, it is easier to use/recall the diaries wherever you go, being online.
Being online is a certain obsession sometimes, starting from a need to be online for a certain online games. but now it is becoming a cheaper means to get connected to people around you, rather than to call everybody and saying hi, less meeting and having eye-to-eye meeting. yes, we are becoming more lazy nowadays..
But facebook is becoming too crowded, with too many people doing comments unnoticed, sometimes exaggerated, not to add privacy problems...so i'm reverting to blog at last. once posted, it will stay there, n easy for reference too. i don't think it's my style to share everything on the open space (although it depends on how people find you on the net), but a collection of my thinking, at a certain time, at a certain condition during my life, is a good idea to recollect things later. Yeah..human is always forgetful, rather to keep diaries in physical form, it is easier to use/recall the diaries wherever you go, being online.
Being online is a certain obsession sometimes, starting from a need to be online for a certain online games. but now it is becoming a cheaper means to get connected to people around you, rather than to call everybody and saying hi, less meeting and having eye-to-eye meeting. yes, we are becoming more lazy nowadays..
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